i gotta sing
this blog should be a poem but it's not. i haven't been inspired recently. i mean i've had stuff happen that would make good poetic material, but the words aren't coming. lord knows i try not force things. i guess it comes in waves.
anyway i met this girl name yvonne. she's a friend of russ'. she and i have the same exact birthday, which i thought was pretty weird, but apparantly no one else did. anyhoo, she some how talked me into singing to her. didn't even have a guitar with me. just acapella. it was cool.
she told me i sounded really good. at least i think she did. i was pretty drunk.
the point is that i really, really, really enjoy singing. it's number two on my list of what makes me really happy. but of course, due to the fact that i have the worst self esteem ever, hardly anyone knows this. i hardly ever take pride in anything, but the fact is that i think i have a good singing voice. call me arrogant or whatever, i don't care. this is something i believe. this is partially why i quit smoking. i felt that i should salvage what i can of my voice, but there's already some obvious damage. my range could get much higher when i was younger, but at the same time, i've discovered my ability to go much lower. hopefully one day i will put my voice to some use.
just in case you were wondering that was pretty hard just typing. i can't even imagine trying to say it.
well to end this egofest, if you ask me to sing, it will be slightly easier to get out of me than it used to.
hooray for a slight boost in confidence!
Posted by cainnum at 3:34 PM

5 Comments
I like when you sing. Guys that sing are hot.
well thank you. have you heard me sing before? i mean really sing?
Ooh, when you come up here, maybe Kiera will loan you her guitar and you can sing for us. I can't wait to hear the Cainnum song again. :)
Cainnum,
Can you email me your phone number? All my emails to you have been bouncing.
I've heard you sing when you played your guitar. It seemed real and all. I mean, sometimes you even closed your eyes, and About A Boy taught us that that is SERIOUS.
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