the breath robbing lightning, was making diamonds of rain

not better

i thought that after a while i would get over it and stop thinking about her, but such is not the case. every day when i wake up and when i got to bed shes on my mind, and how much i hurt. its kind of funny, shes going to forget about me in a few months, but every day for the rest of my life im going to be wondering what i could have done to make her stay with me, or what i did wrong in the first place to make her go. ever since she dumped me ive felt unlovable and totally worthless. i usually would never talk about something like this on my blog, but i had too. otherwise it may have gotten worse. ill probably end up deleting this soon.

Posted by cainnum at 7:38 AM