self esteem is for losers
as of late i've been feeling a little down. i don't know why. maybe it has something to do with not smoking. *i haven't smoked in over two weeks,so i'm pretty sure i've done it* i'm also feeling lonely. it's all my fault. when i moved down here i was all 'i'm gonna make lots of friends really quickly' which of course did not happen. the two friends i do have here in austin have been really busy, so i don't get to see them that often. and to top it all off, today this pretty girl was going to sit next to me at work, then she glanced at me, and took off like a bolt. hello ego, how about a kick in your already miniscule nuts. crap.
Posted by cainnum at 3:37 PM
girls!
veronica recommended that i join myspace.com today. and i did. and now all i do at work is look at girls and post on three different blogs. also if anyone reading this and has pictures of me *decent ones* then email them to me please. thank you.
Posted by cainnum at 7:50 PM
the group
i just posted on the group. i find this a bit better than posting on my blog. i've got a slightly better chance of someone reading my post on the group than i do on my website. that probably means this blog is not long for this world. oh well i tried. and you know what they say. if at first you don't succeed, quit and read some comic books.
Posted by cainnum at 9:52 AM
I QUIT!
that's right you heard me. I QUIT! no more of this crap. what with all the going outside and being alienated from other people, namely my family. no more of this smelling like crap, and not being able to jog more than 2 feet. forget all this money i'm spending. i could be using it for other things. like schooling, or candy, or videogames or something. ok fine schooling. and most importantly: screw dying! So believe me now when i saw this, cigarettes. we're through. I QUIT!
Posted by cainnum at 1:31 PM
