back in the day
going some of my old posts i realized i dont blog like i used to. granted i dont really blog at all any more, but when i did, i would talk about myself and shit that was happening and how was i feeling and all that. nowadays i just post pics or one or two words posts. so what happened?
im too busy. or ive given up on caring. or...insert random excuse.
its like my writing, i used to write, because i thought ppl would want to read, when i should have been writing for myself, which thanks to wendy, im doing my best to do now.
so i guess i should blog like that too. pretend im just talking to myself, working stuff out and what not.
so...
damn im hungry...hope i have a good night....hope i see wendy soon....ummm..thats all hehe.
Posted by cainnum at 10:35 AM
Disclaimer
for those of you who dont like poetry and the like...well...screw you. thanks to wendy and a poem by charles bukowski, ive started writing like mad and i dont see it ending....well...ever. im gonna post everywhere, including here. so there.
Posted by cainnum at 7:12 AM
magnified
from every position imaginable
i shout these lines
to the sky
i say i am important
but i dont feel it
to the ground
am i who ive always been?
i torture myself
for no reason
i see the pain
reflect from me
to others
and it is magnified
my heart tears
but only in small places
i will heal
and i will love....
me
one day soon
this will not go unread
these words will not fail
just as i will not fail me
Posted by cainnum at 7:05 AM
has it been a year already?
feeling nostalgic, from exploding dog, this used to be the background for my old blog on diaryland.
Posted by cainnum at 12:07 PM
writing
holy jeez i cant stop writing
Posted by cainnum at 10:56 PM
new poem
no real blog, but a new poem on floodedhearts. laterz
Posted by cainnum at 9:16 PM
top five from the 'wood
i was going to do a top five videos of last year, but as far as i know you still cant embed video on blogger, let me know if im mistaken. so here it is, in link form, my top five achewood strips of all time, so far.
Who ate my 'shrooms?TequilaDrudge ReportThe Motorcycle and the MountainBasketball Game
Posted by cainnum at 12:08 PM
