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weekly hotness

ok this is old news. Naveen Andrews should have been weekly hotness number one along time ago, i just forgot about him. Im sorry sayid. If you must, then torture me with your charm, good looks and ambiguous accent. I can take it. Just dont let Barbera know.
So here's the very sexy and talented Naveen Andrews. Enjoy.

Posted by cainnum at 11:10 AM 5 comments

the more you try to erase me.....

.....the more that i appear.

Posted by cainnum at 9:35 AM 5 comments

taking a stand

When I got into work this morning, I read a few things about M. Night and how he had made another bad movie. It took me a sec, but then I got it. WTF?! i thought to myself. I had the priviledge of seeing LITW with Robert and I will say with aplomb that I loved this movie. I am here and now taking a stand. Quite a few times I have given a good rating to a movie and was then later ridiculed for liking what others saw as total crap. Well I'm taking a stand. Opinions vary. It is the natural law of things. Well im doing as the title of this post suggests. Im taking a stand. I fucking LOVED Lady in the Water. I thought it was beautiful, funny, smart, and very engaging. Im going to watch it again in the theatres as soon as possible. Too often people will be lead by the opinions of others just to stay in with the cool people, and to not be thought a fool. Well not me. So go ahead. Ridicule away. Tell me i'm a hopeless sentimentalist and point out what you think are the films flaws. When the smoke clears ill still love this movie, and I will not be ashamed of that.

Posted by cainnum at 1:30 PM 10 comments

last

havent blogged in a while because i havent been able to surf at work. the bigwigs have been in the office and there is a zero tolerance no surfing rule when they're here. im doing ok. trying to keep my mind occupied. my roomates are very lazy and refuse to clean. lazier than me if you can believe that. i had to brow beat my brother just to get him to wash the dishes. i really want to write more poetry, but nothing is coming. you'd think that with whats happened recently, i'd have poetry coming out of my ears, but such is not the case. i really really miss my friends in denton. the second i get a car or some means of getting out there, im gone.

Posted by cainnum at 8:04 AM 3 comments

not better

i thought that after a while i would get over it and stop thinking about her, but such is not the case. every day when i wake up and when i got to bed shes on my mind, and how much i hurt. its kind of funny, shes going to forget about me in a few months, but every day for the rest of my life im going to be wondering what i could have done to make her stay with me, or what i did wrong in the first place to make her go. ever since she dumped me ive felt unlovable and totally worthless. i usually would never talk about something like this on my blog, but i had too. otherwise it may have gotten worse. ill probably end up deleting this soon.

Posted by cainnum at 7:38 AM 2 comments

weekly....

.....I can't even call this hotness. This goes way beyond that. This is the weekly jaw-dropping beauty. When I first saw this I just stared at this for like five minutes. I guess maybe part of the reason for my amazment is seeing them all together. If I were crazier with my money, and not all responsible now, I would buy the framed poster, which is like ninety dollars. But until then I'll just have to do with the jpeg. Behold, the definition of Beauty. IMO

Posted by cainnum at 9:26 AM 8 comments

scattered

mmm stuff...umm. ive been at moms since yesterday, not feeling well. been having more problems with my kidneys but no stones says the doctor. did get some drugs though. clerks 2 is premiering tonight in austin with a q & a from smith after words. why didnt i hear about this earlier? bastards. ive not been working much so ive been getting shitty checks. im going to have to do something to get extra money to pay bills. roberts girlfriend amy is moving in so hopefully shell help with her part. ive been playing kingdom hearts 2 for the past week and its really good. my hot downstairs neighbor tony traded it to me for shadow of the collosus. i'm missing everyone from denton a great deal, but dont know when ill be able to visit. hopefully ill buy jasons car from him soon. i dont care about punctuation of capitalization right now if you hadnt noticed. i ripped a hole in my only pair of jeans, so now i have nothing to wear for casual day at work. actually raine ripped them when she glomped me at my party. being poor sucks. oh well.
guess thats all. catch you on the flipside.

Posted by cainnum at 4:08 PM 3 comments

Margie!

This should be expected. This is the third time i've had to substitute a post on my blog for a real birthday gift, and i'm sorry. I really should save some money up for birthday season next year and just stay for everyones birthday. The trifecta anyways (dave, josh, and margie) who's birthdays are closest together.
How can I describe Margie? Hmmmm. Margie is the greatest. She's a woman's woman. A perfect representative of her sex. She's charming, funny, very intelligent, caring, thoughtful, and of course, mind blowingly beautiful. (if it seems like i'm hitting on you, it's cause i am *j/k*) Shes also a tough no nonsense kinda gal who doesn't take any crap from anyone. Oh yeah she's also a devoted, loving mother. What more could you possibly want?
Anyhoo, today is her 32nd birthday. Whenever I think about Margie, I get less afraid of turning thirty (which will happen in less than 3 years). She makes it look easy. That sorta seems like a backhanded compliment, but its not. You're the greatest Margie. I really wish I could be with you on birthday. I'll see ya soon. Happy birthday! I love you!

Posted by cainnum at 8:10 AM 1 comments

K-num Smash!

ok everybody gets angry now and then. its a fact of life. i am no exception to that rule. but i always make sure that i never get angry in public and have an outburst. this has changed recently thanks to the dipshits at rentway. i had to give back my comp a couple of weeks ago because the disc drive wasnt reading anything. yes im renting to own a laptop. what can i say im a cheap bastich.
i called a few days later and they said it still wasnt fixed. for the next two weeks i was getting the runaround. it almost done, we had to send off for parts. stuff like that. so finally i call them from work yesterday and they said they had rented it to someone else. this is when the angry started. i asked him why. (this btw was the guy i had mainly been in contact with about my comp the entire time.) he said 'I didnt know you wanted it back' at this point i might have actually had a stroke. im not sure. i was too angry to notice anything. as calmly as possible i said, ill come down there to discuss this in person, at which point i hang up, and go back to work stewing the entire time.
I went to rentway directly afterwork. the same guy was there. as calmly as possible i say, is there anyway of getting my computer back. he said not unless the person doesnt pay for it or returns it. i said ok do you have another computer i could rent, and he of course said no. this is the point at which i flipped. i wont tell you verbatim what i said, but you can trust that i said alot of curse words at a pretty high volume. at one point he said if you dont calm down ill have to call the cops. at this point i said fuck you let me talk to the manager. he got me to calm down and said as soon as they got another laptop, i would get it and i would get a free month to go with it. i said fine and took off, getting a dirty look from the asshole. i should have flipped him off.
on the way back home i started to feel bad, and considered calling and apologizing, but my brother stopped me and told me he deserved it. i guess so.
so yeah i hulked out. in public. it doesnt happen. like at all. i was mainly pissed cause the comp was pretty much my only means of staying in touch with steph. hopefully ill get another one soon.

Posted by cainnum at 12:15 PM 1 comments

hello humanity

i have never in my life seen anything like postsecret. this is the greatest thing in the world. never have i been so quickly reduced to tears and riddled with laughter in such a brief period of time. if aliens were ever to visit i would think showing them postsecret would be cool. this is how humans really are. this is a deep unflinching look into the human mind. afraid, bitter, caring, hopeful, and in some ways, painfully beautiful. i wish everyone in the world could spend five minutes on postsecret. i wish i knew how to make the link on my blog to postsecret really freaking huge. i really want to send something in myself, but i cant think of anything to write, and i certainly dont want to make anything up. i want it to be real. i hope postsecret is around forever.

p.s. if you want to know which one made me cry, its this one.

Posted by cainnum at 3:06 PM 2 comments

Weekly Hotness

Because you asked for it, and because I really dont feel like blogging about what a crap party I had, here's the weekly hotness, albeit a little late.

This week is Peter Sarsgaard. He is, IMO, the hottest man ever. I cant even really say what it is exactly about him that I like. Hes not horribly attractive, and most the time in the movies he's playing assholes. Except for Kinsey. I loved his character in Kinsey. Plus you get to see him COMPLETELY NAKED. He's got a certain type of charm I just cant explain. Maybe someone can help out with this. Anyhoo enough talk. Here he is, in all his smarmy glory.

Posted by cainnum at 8:12 AM 4 comments